Most bizarre thing happened earlier. I reacted badly to something which up until now hasn’t been a trigger. I’m quite aware of my triggers and can hazard a guess at potential triggers, but this was totally out of the blue.
I was in my house, still in daze-dom. Somewhere outside a car or house alarm went off. This is normally okay.
THIS time, however, it was not…
Suddenly I was on the floor, with my hands protectively shielding my face and head, screaming “NO NO NO NO NO” and begging “please no” “oh god no please”. Absolute terror of an extreme level even for me. When the alarm stopped, I slumped over so my face was now on the floor, and sobbed….until daze-dom took over again..
what the ‘eff?! Where did that come frome?! Any ideas from people would be gratefully received…. J x